Mentally Uncensored!

Mentally Uncensored!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

IF THE SHOE FITS......

Boyyy, Booy, BOY!!!!!

People got all they feelings into these social networks!!
Lets get started................

1. I am soooooo tired of people taking every little thing you say so personal!!! MAN THE FUCK UP!!!! I mean its gotten to a point where you cant even put up a fb status or tweet about something (by the way my twitter is Mz_Bee_Real:-)............without someone thinking its about them!


2. Any facebook status or tweet i post 90% of the time its general statements! Ive been doing youtube videos for like 3yrs now, so when i talk about a certain topic i dont necessarily have to be directing it to one person! BUT you always have those people that just swear you are shooting shots at them!................NOOOOO! What i am doing is, relating to everyone that follows me or watch me! Now there maybe certain things a GROUP of people do that inspires me to tweet or talk about certain things!


3. For example: I TWEET"i cant stand people that claim they are sooooo real, but yet i have never seen this realness"..................simple right? right!! sooo 2mins later someone else tweets "Im real ass hell, aint shit fake about me!!"....................Like ummmm really!!! .....guilty conscious maybe?? It comes to the point where i have to go back and make sure i didnt put any names in that last tweet lol!!!!


4. The shit is sad!! Ive lost "friends" because of this! Ill write something & they will take it personal & instead of asking me was i shooting shots at them, they just assume & stop talking to me!.................& little ol' me dont pay attention, so im thinking shit cool!! funny right!.......right!!


5. I am a strong believer in "If the shoe fits...............wear it"! know one knows where my mind is when i tweet certain things, so if you think its about you & in all reality its NOT, then ummmmm its a reason it hit home to you!

6.) i cant tell another woman about her life..........i just CANT..............she knows her life better than me ..............BUT.......regardless of what you display to fb or twitter at the end of the day when you log off , you know what the fuck you have to deal with. Weather its blessings or fuckery!

7.) But one thing i can appreciate is honesty!!! If someone has a problem wit me .......tell me! If i make you feel a certain way..............tell me! I would rather a person ask me before they assume & thats where us black woman fail! We rather get a attitude & become stubborn before we address a issue! If we was to always address what we felt, it would cut down a lot of confusion!

MUAH XOXOXOXO BEE

HALF A MAN!!!


Helloooo!!!! Long time, no speak!! Well i am back, with a lot of shit on my mind!!

lately in the celebrity world, there has been A LOT of homewreching going on!! For example: Alicia keys & swizz beats, Monica & Shannon Brown & NOW in the latest news we have Fantasia & whoever he is (sorry i dont keep up):-)

But i dont understand why this is all a shock to us. In MY everyday life, i see this ALL the time! I know people who are happy being the side chick, in the beginning!

Now i dont knock a person for living their life the way they choose to, but i also dont like to surround myself with hypocrites!

So lets get this list going shall we.........

1. There is wayyyyy to many men in the world to be sharing one with another woman!
2. i dont have sympathy for a woman that puts herself in a position where she is the side chick & soon catch feelings, which will result into her feelings getting hurt! You know what you were getting yourself into when you decided to fuck with a taken man! A side chick never thinks about the future, they always think about RIGHT NOW! Right Now there is know feelings or attachments, they are perfectly fine being the side chick. In time feelings start to develop & the side chick start feeling she should have top rank just as the main chick! Thats where problems start.
3. One thing i cant stand is a hypocrite!! Let me explain to you what i mean by that! I dont respect a woman who never wants HER heart broken...............She never wants to be cheated on, but yet she can go and invade on a home & hurt another woman! why is it that what people dont want done to them, they will do to others as long as it somehow benefits them?
4. "she wasnt making him happy anyway!!!" - this is a line spoken by the side chick to give an excuse on why it is ok for her to invade on a relationship!! Its not your job to grade someone else relationship! There is also nothing you can do to make another persons relationship better by helping them cheat!! If a relationship is at its bad terms let those two people fix it or let it go! Because honestly if the relationship is sooooo bad you wouldn't be the side chick, because he would be single!!
5. I made mistakes before! But i told myself i would neverrrr put another woman in the position, another woman put me in! I remember how it felt when i was cheated on...............how i wish the girl who did it would have stopped and thought bout my feelings, and how it would damage me! I wish she would have put her self in my shoes for just a second!
6.) I do believe in karma...........i believe if you step in and wreck a relationship, when that time comes where you fall in love, someone will come & fuck that all up!

So ladies before you go and become someones side piece, just remember YOUR worth!! SHARING A MAN WITH SOMEONE, IS NOT HAVING A MAN!

MUAH XOXOXOX BEE!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Bi-sexuals

PEOPLE ALWAYS NEED SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO POKE AT!!! LEAVE PEOPLE THE HELL ALONE AND LET THEM LIVE THEIR LIFE!!

IT REALLY DISTURBS MY SPIRIT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT BISEXUALS ARE GREEDY AND CONFUSED!!
WHY DO YALL THINK SO DEEP INTO EVERY LITTLE THING??? WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LET PEOPLE BE?? EVERY LITTLE THING DONT NEED YOUR OPINION!!
I DONT CONSIDER MY SELF ANYTHING, AS YOU ALL KNOW LOL. BUT IF SOCIETY HAD TO CHOOSE THEY WOULD LABEL ME BI SEXUAL!! SO DOES THAT MEAN IM GREEDY AND CONFUSED???
LOL!
I DONT LIMIT MY HAPPINESS!! THERE IS NOTHING I AM CONFUSED ABOUT OR BEING GREEDY ABOUT! I AM IN A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP THAT I AM FAITHFUL IN!! I AM NOT WITH A GIRL AND HAVE A BOYFRIEND ON THE SIDE!
MAYBE PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT VIEWS ON WHAT BISEXUAL IS!! SOME MAY SAY ITS WHEN YOU ARE DATING THE TWO SEXES AT THE SAME TIME!! SOME MAY SAY ITS LIKING BOTH SEXES! I DONT REALLY CARE BECAUSE TO ME ITS JUST SIMPLY A WORD THAT SOCIETY PUT MEANING BEHIND TO LABEL SOMEONE!

JUST A LITTLE VENT: BUT STOP ALWAYS POINTING FINGERS AT OTHERS, AND START FIXING THE 3 FINGERS THATS POINTING BACK AT YOU!!!!

CHEATERS!!

I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON CHEATING AND CHEATERS!! LAST NIGHT ME AD MY BAE HAD A LONG CONVERSATION ABOUT FORGIVING AND CHEATING ETC.

I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON ONCE AND SHOCKINGLY IT WAS BY A GIRL!! NOW SINCE I NEVER BEEN THROUGH IT BEFORE I DECIDED TO STAY WITH HER AND TRY TO FORGIVE!! THAT WAS THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!

1,) IF YOU CHEAT ON ME I WOULDNT GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE!! WHY? MY TRUST IS NOW GONE AND THERE WILL BE KNOW WAY OF YOU GETTING THAT BACK!! BECAUSE NOW I KNOW THAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF BEING UNFAITHFUL!! NOW IF I STAY WITH YOU, I WILL BECOME THIS WEAK, NAIVE AND PARANOID PERSON!! I'D BECOME INSECURE!! I'LL ALWAYS BE QUESTIONING YOU, WANTING TO KNOW WHO YOU TEXTING AND TALKING TO ON THE PHONE!! MAYBE EVEN GOING THROUGH YOUR PHONE!! BASICALLY I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LET IT GO! SO WHY WOULD I PUT MYSELF THROUGH THAT AND YOU?? ONCE YOU LOSE MY TRUST, IN MY EYES ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET THAT BACK! SO I WILL LEAVE!!

2.) WHEN I LOVE "I" LOVE HARD!! I GIVE MY LAST AND I OFFER MY FIRST. I SACRIFICE EVERYTHING I HAVE TO MAKE A RELATIONSHIP A GOOD AND HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP!! IF I WAS TO GET CHEATED ON AFTER ALL OF THAT, I'D FEEL LIKE EVEN WHEN I GAVE MY ALL THAT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU!

3.)I BELIEVE IF YOU CHEAT ON ME ONCE, AND I FORGIVE YOU, YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN. THIS TIME YOU WILL JUST MAKE SURE YOU DONT GET CAUGHT!

4.) SOME PEOPLE SAY "PEOPLE ONLY CHEAT TO FILL VOID"!! FUCK THAT, IF SOMETHING IS WRONG IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, LET ME KNOW!! IF I CANT FIX IT OR CHANGE IT THEN LET ME GO!! POINT BLANK PERIOD! USUALLY THIS "VOID" THAT IS BEING SPOKEN ON FROM HUMANS IS .........................SEX!!

5.) HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF THE 80-20 RULE?? BASICALLY YOU ARE WITH SOME ONE THATS DAMN NEAR PERFECT....THEY ARE 80% OF EVERYTHING YOU WANT, BUT THEN THERE THAT 20% VOID!! SO YOU GO OUT AND FIND THAT 20% AND MORE AND LIKELY CHEAT! NOW YOUR HAPPY BECAUSE YOU HAVE FOUND A WAY TO COME UP WITH YOUR 100%! NOW YOU GET CAUGHT AND NOW YOUR 80% IS GONE BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO FUCK UP TRYING TO FIND THIS 20%!! SO NOW GUESS WHAT?? YOU HAVE NOW FUCKED YOURSELF UP!! BECAUSE BEFORE YOUR "VOID" WAS ONLY 20% , NOW ITS 80%!! ITS WAYYYY HARDER TO FILL THAT 80% VOID THEN IT WAS TO FILL THE 20%!!

6.) SO BASICALLY YOU WILL CHEAT ON ME, THE ONE THAT SACRIFICED LIFE FOR YOU!! FOR SOMEONE THAT AT THE END MAY NOT EVEN AMOUNT TO ME!! THEN YOU WILL BEAT YOURSELF UP ABOUT IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE YOU FUCKED UP SOMETHING SOOOO GOOD THAT AT THE TIME YOU TOOK FOR GRANTED!

7.) I ALSO SAID IF I WAS TO GET CHEATED ON AGAIN, ID PROLLY MOVE OUT OF STATE!! LOL. I WOULD WANT A CHANGE, BE AROUND DIFFERENT PEOPLE, GO SOMEWHERE THAT KNOW ONE KNOWS ME!! I WOULDNT WANT TO BE REMINDER OF YOU ANYMORE!!

8.) TO CHEAT ON SOMEONE IS TO BE WEAK!! EVERYTHING IS TEMPTATION ITS JUST ABOUT IF YOU HAVE THE WILL POWER TO NOT TAKE THE TEMPTATION!

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON CHEATING AND LYING!!


P,S KNOW MATTER HOW MANY WOMEN YOU FUCK EVERY NIGHT, IT STILL WOULDNT FILL THE VOID OF LOSING ME!!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Hello

videoSORRY BUT IM STILL TRYNA GET IT TO WORK WHERE MY LIPS ARE IN SYNC TO WHAT IM SAYING!!!! THE TRACKING IS OFF

LET LIVE!!

THIS WILL BE BRIEF:

Let people live there lives!! Everything doesnt always have to be analyzed, judged or criticized! Whether it be their sexuality, job title,what they do in their home or how they live! Its so hard to find happiness and stability now and days & the last thing a person needs when they do find it, is to be judged for it!! People are quick to point, because it takes their mind off how much a fuckery their life is!! Everyday we should be improving ourselves. We are not suppose to put other down only because we may not agree with their form of happiness!!

Example: Im in love, and i never felt this way before!! I smile more than i ever have and that person who happens to do that is a woman! So if you dont agree am i suppose to let go of what makes me happy to fit in your box of NORMAL?? Hell No!!! There is people dying to just get a hit of the feeling i have!! & im definitely not go let it go for the next bitch to benefit from!! mama aint raise know fool!!

JUST LIVE, LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, IMPROVE & BE HAPPY!!

BLIND LEADING THE BLIND!!

How can a man with NO legs teach you to walk?? How can a wealthy man with a gambling problem tell you how to manage money!!??

I have a major pet peeve of people thats so quick to give advice and either have NO knowledge of the subject................OR their situation is fucked up!! For me its like how can YOU give me advice that your clearly not taking your self!

Oh, how it is so easy for people to judge!!

Remember i had this rule: 90% of things in a relationship good & bad, you keep to yourself! The other 10% you choose wisely who and what you tell!!
If any argument or fight occurs in your relationship, people are not to far behind waiting to judge! Waiting to pick at it & throw in their two pennies.
This goes with life period!! There will be people with glass houses steady throwing stones!! If their not throwing stones, their competing with you, waiting for you to fail!!

Im saying this to say one of two things!!
1.) somethings (good or bad) should be left unsaid and private!! Not everyone need to know your weakness and failures & everyone dont need to know your blessings!!

2.)Before you start analyzing others lives, make sure yours is damn near perfect!! Dont throw rocks if your living in a glass house!