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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

CHEATERS!!

I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON CHEATING AND CHEATERS!! LAST NIGHT ME AD MY BAE HAD A LONG CONVERSATION ABOUT FORGIVING AND CHEATING ETC.

I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON ONCE AND SHOCKINGLY IT WAS BY A GIRL!! NOW SINCE I NEVER BEEN THROUGH IT BEFORE I DECIDED TO STAY WITH HER AND TRY TO FORGIVE!! THAT WAS THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!

1,) IF YOU CHEAT ON ME I WOULDNT GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE!! WHY? MY TRUST IS NOW GONE AND THERE WILL BE KNOW WAY OF YOU GETTING THAT BACK!! BECAUSE NOW I KNOW THAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF BEING UNFAITHFUL!! NOW IF I STAY WITH YOU, I WILL BECOME THIS WEAK, NAIVE AND PARANOID PERSON!! I'D BECOME INSECURE!! I'LL ALWAYS BE QUESTIONING YOU, WANTING TO KNOW WHO YOU TEXTING AND TALKING TO ON THE PHONE!! MAYBE EVEN GOING THROUGH YOUR PHONE!! BASICALLY I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LET IT GO! SO WHY WOULD I PUT MYSELF THROUGH THAT AND YOU?? ONCE YOU LOSE MY TRUST, IN MY EYES ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET THAT BACK! SO I WILL LEAVE!!

2.) WHEN I LOVE "I" LOVE HARD!! I GIVE MY LAST AND I OFFER MY FIRST. I SACRIFICE EVERYTHING I HAVE TO MAKE A RELATIONSHIP A GOOD AND HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP!! IF I WAS TO GET CHEATED ON AFTER ALL OF THAT, I'D FEEL LIKE EVEN WHEN I GAVE MY ALL THAT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU!

3.)I BELIEVE IF YOU CHEAT ON ME ONCE, AND I FORGIVE YOU, YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN. THIS TIME YOU WILL JUST MAKE SURE YOU DONT GET CAUGHT!

4.) SOME PEOPLE SAY "PEOPLE ONLY CHEAT TO FILL VOID"!! FUCK THAT, IF SOMETHING IS WRONG IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, LET ME KNOW!! IF I CANT FIX IT OR CHANGE IT THEN LET ME GO!! POINT BLANK PERIOD! USUALLY THIS "VOID" THAT IS BEING SPOKEN ON FROM HUMANS IS .........................SEX!!

5.) HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF THE 80-20 RULE?? BASICALLY YOU ARE WITH SOME ONE THATS DAMN NEAR PERFECT....THEY ARE 80% OF EVERYTHING YOU WANT, BUT THEN THERE THAT 20% VOID!! SO YOU GO OUT AND FIND THAT 20% AND MORE AND LIKELY CHEAT! NOW YOUR HAPPY BECAUSE YOU HAVE FOUND A WAY TO COME UP WITH YOUR 100%! NOW YOU GET CAUGHT AND NOW YOUR 80% IS GONE BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO FUCK UP TRYING TO FIND THIS 20%!! SO NOW GUESS WHAT?? YOU HAVE NOW FUCKED YOURSELF UP!! BECAUSE BEFORE YOUR "VOID" WAS ONLY 20% , NOW ITS 80%!! ITS WAYYYY HARDER TO FILL THAT 80% VOID THEN IT WAS TO FILL THE 20%!!

6.) SO BASICALLY YOU WILL CHEAT ON ME, THE ONE THAT SACRIFICED LIFE FOR YOU!! FOR SOMEONE THAT AT THE END MAY NOT EVEN AMOUNT TO ME!! THEN YOU WILL BEAT YOURSELF UP ABOUT IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE YOU FUCKED UP SOMETHING SOOOO GOOD THAT AT THE TIME YOU TOOK FOR GRANTED!

7.) I ALSO SAID IF I WAS TO GET CHEATED ON AGAIN, ID PROLLY MOVE OUT OF STATE!! LOL. I WOULD WANT A CHANGE, BE AROUND DIFFERENT PEOPLE, GO SOMEWHERE THAT KNOW ONE KNOWS ME!! I WOULDNT WANT TO BE REMINDER OF YOU ANYMORE!!

8.) TO CHEAT ON SOMEONE IS TO BE WEAK!! EVERYTHING IS TEMPTATION ITS JUST ABOUT IF YOU HAVE THE WILL POWER TO NOT TAKE THE TEMPTATION!

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON CHEATING AND LYING!!


P,S KNOW MATTER HOW MANY WOMEN YOU FUCK EVERY NIGHT, IT STILL WOULDNT FILL THE VOID OF LOSING ME!!

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